The first full week of my NaBloPoMo challenge is done. That seemed to go pretty quickly didn’t it?
Meanwhile I am currently writing this out with a splitting headache and a searing dread of going into work tomorrow. I just want to stay in bed, watch the Doctor Who episodes I have missed and sleep for hours. I didn’t think I would be feeling like this so soon after returning to work. It not just the work thing though, it’s everything else that’s going on at the moment. I feel like I spend so much time at work that I’m exhausted by the time that the weekend comes around. I come home feeling crushed by the weight of people constantly asking me this and that, feeling like they’re relying on me just a tad too much to get things done. And then there’s the fact that I spend the best part of eight hours on my feet. I’m used to it now, but God knows what it’s doing to my bad knee.
I know I need to make some changes to my life, but every time I try I just get knocked back. The more you try, the more you wonder what the point is of doing it. Story of my life.