This week I…

Have spent most of it without taking my anxiety medication (which I only use when I need it). There were two situations when maybe I should have done but I’m trying not to become dependent on them and only using them when I feel I have to.

Managed to do one night of sleep during the working week without waking up at 4am and struggle to get back to sleep until I have to get up.

Emailed the counselling team confirming I want to access the service. Actually emailed them twice seeing as I realised that in the first email I’d sent them I’d got part of the email address wrong.

Realised I should have used my walking stick at least once this week.

Really want to get a SNES classic mini, because I never had one and always wanted to play Super Mario World.

Found out how I might look with purple hair.

(Yeah, probably not.)

This is my theme tune right about now

It’s true. Like the song says, sometimes I just want to be alone with my thoughts. In fact, at the moment, it can be all the time. I don’t know whether that’s a good thing or not. Suppose some will say no, but I try and take every bit of me time I can get.

 

Short bit number 2 : a couple of thoughts.

I can’t remember how long it had been since I last logged onto WordPress before yesterday to actually post something. Seems like the entire website has changed since I was on it last, and I don’t really like it if I’m honest.

My leg is starting to hurt again. Not by a lot, but enough. I just hope it doesn’t get swollen to the point that I have to get it aspirated again.

I’m done with people who never seem to be satisfied whatever you do,  who just want to undermine and find fault with your efforts no matter how much you’ve worked your arse off for them.

I really, really hate people at the moment. I’m not sure if those same people like me, but I don’t care.

Bit longer than I expected it to be, but anyway…