This week I…

Have spent most of it without taking my anxiety medication (which I only use when I need it). There were two situations when maybe I should have done but I’m trying not to become dependent on them and only using them when I feel I have to.

Managed to do one night of sleep during the working week without waking up at 4am and struggle to get back to sleep until I have to get up.

Emailed the counselling team confirming I want to access the service. Actually emailed them twice seeing as I realised that in the first email I’d sent them I’d got part of the email address wrong.

Realised I should have used my walking stick at least once this week.

Really want to get a SNES classic mini, because I never had one and always wanted to play Super Mario World.

Found out how I might look with purple hair.

(Yeah, probably not.)

This is my theme tune right about now

It’s true. Like the song says, sometimes I just want to be alone with my thoughts. In fact, at the moment, it can be all the time. I don’t know whether that’s a good thing or not. Suppose some will say no, but I try and take every bit of me time I can get.

 

Short bit number 2 : a couple of thoughts.

I can’t remember how long it had been since I last logged onto WordPress before yesterday to actually post something. Seems like the entire website has changed since I was on it last, and I don’t really like it if I’m honest.

My leg is starting to hurt again. Not by a lot, but enough. I just hope it doesn’t get swollen to the point that I have to get it aspirated again.

I’m done with people who never seem to be satisfied whatever you do, ¬†who just want to undermine and find fault with your efforts no matter how much you’ve worked your arse off for them.

I really, really hate people at the moment. I’m not sure if those same people like me, but I don’t care.

Bit longer than I expected it to be, but anyway…