I don’t feel as though I have the time to do this these days. Either that, or I just don’t have the urge to do it. Like with a lot of things at the moment, I don’t seem to have the same amount of enthusiasm for them as I used to.
There is nothing worse than losing the feeling that something you enjoy gives you. It hurts when listen to your favourite music, or engage in your favourite hobby, only for them to not make you happy like they used to. And it’s not like you don’t like them anymore, it’s just that…well you don’t really know why. All you know is that nothing seems to excite you anymore. It feels harder being able to show enthusiasm for anything. Like that video game you pre-ordered and were so looking forward to playing, only for you to leave it in its box when it arrived, not playing it for days after you got it.
This is how I’m feeling at the moment and I don’t like it.